Maybe it's time to give up of her in my mind...
Monday, April 17, 2006
Maybe it's time to give up her in my mind....
Have been thinkin about tat gal these few days & told some of my friends about her & how i feel. They have given me some advises, 1 told me to make up my mind & go tell her already...but somethin seems to be wrong somewhere...avoidin me. The another told me to wait when the time is right...but when is tat right time...there never seems to be a right time for me. Really wish tat i could at least tell her tat i like her...tot she already had some other guy in mind...u r happy i'm happy. Sorry for all the trouble i have caused.
To tat gal u know who - This post isn't meant for u to see on purpose, it's just meant to make me feel better.
Let me tell u guys a story i heard over somewhere, long long time ago, it's about a old monk who doesn't have much time left b4 he RIP. He was considerin of passin down his place to his 2 most fav applicants/students, Xiao Yu & Da Yu but was wonderin who have the protenial to take his place. So the old monk give them a test & it was to plant a orange tree each, so he ask them to come to his room & gave them a seed each & told them to plant these seeds for 3 months & collect the out come, whoever have the most result win the old monk place as a high monk. Days & weeks passed as they planted their seeds, each monk try to make progress by theri own. As Da Yu make progress by doin his regular stuff & spend this nite time onli to harvest the tree, as Xiao Yu spends all his time on harvestin the tree expect havin his meals. As 3 months passed & it was the day when they have to show their result to the old monk, so Da Yu was the 1 who came to the old monk room to show the result 1st wif 2 big bags of oranges than it was Xiao Yu comin wif empty handed. Da Yu was so proud of himself tat he laughed at Xiao Yu, as Xiao Yu explian to the old monk. Xiao Yu told the old monk tat he had spend his whole 3 months harvest the tree & how he harvest wif his sweat & blood but still no outcome. The old monk stands up & speaked "So i will pass my position to Xiao Yu!". Both Da Yu & Xiao Yu was stun, so Da Yu went over & ask y & the old monk told him tat actually the seeds tat he gave them was actually cooked b4 so no matter how u harvest, there will never be any outcome.......
So this story taught me tat as long as i put in hardship, i will sure get my result even if i can't see the result infront of me now....
i'm watching you at 10:14 PM
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