I'll keep an eye on you..

Wat am i suppose to do? Sunday, April 30, 2006

Always thought of doing somethin
to impress you but have the fear of
doing so cause of something or the
other.

There was a time when I thought
that you have the feel for me too
but maybe thats just me & my crazy
thoughts.

Nowadays I have been asking around
for advices on this current problem
some told me that i should just give up
as thing is better this way now.

Really fear that I might step over the
boundary between us now so I will do
my best to keep it as it is.

I wouldn't be like a sticker to stick on
you all the time, you happy I happy.

i'm watching you at 2:55 AM

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Sian sick again... Monday, April 24, 2006

Sian have been lying on my bed for almost 3 full days cause of this sickness...dunno headarch, fever & somethin more. However i still have to go to work on the sat but when i went there my friends told me tat actually today there aren't much to do just have to attend a birthday party at east coast park...wat's bad is tat it's rainin tat day...ooo fuk. Nothin much to do over than just eat...haha...sad again i can't eat much of my fav BBQ foods. Later went home & couldn't slp so went on playin DOTA...damn sad tio own all the way...on lancraft. It was like already 6+ in morin when i went to slp...& was damn fukin hungry...ooo man bo bian better go to slp haha. When i woke up the next day i was feelin damn worst than b4 than decided to go back to slp...till 7 in the evenin, went out to get my dinner & around 11pm i relised tat my home net got disconnected...hai....nomore net for me this few weeks.

Feelin better now, no worries!!!

Anyway get to update my blog at sch de, so dun doubt me...haha

i'm watching you at 5:33 PM

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My funny bro... Friday, April 21, 2006

Wah kao this morinin i was woke by my Dad's & Little Bro argument, damn it was noisy. They argue about how my Little Bro should go to sch...fristly it was my Dad who ask y r u still home at this time or somethin...than augument went on to somethin about the time my Little Bro wake for sch days, it's was like 5am in the morin & his sch is like start at 8 & my Dad really hates it cause:

1. He's a taix driver who work nite shift when by the time he come back home it's at around 4am for just a slp till noon
2. My Bro alarm is so damn irritating tat it would always wake him up
3. My Dad always had to wake him up AGAIN when my Little Bro went back to slp...sux.

Than my Little Bro tries to give excuses for his wrongs...hey hey plz dun give excuses for ur own wrong doin, go correct it. He told My Dad tat it was my fault tat he went back to slp again cause yesterday i told him to do some stuff for me....OK!!! i admin part of it was my wrong ok... but he promise me tat he will do...I'm like those kinda ppl who likes to make ppl do stuff tat they have already promised, so tat they wouldn't dare to anyhow promise for nothin...KEEP UR PROMISES OK!!!

After tat i was irritate tat i went to my Little Bro & said "Tonite when u come back i teach u how to plan ur trip to sch". Than nvm when he go off house My Dad tot tat he forgot about his money...but my Little Bro told My Dad tat he dun wan...WTH money u dun wan...maybe he wans to earn himself bah...haha. My Dad told him just take the money & take a cab to sch but than another argument came out...oooo fuk...i went to my Little Bro & tell him just take the money & go...ooo wat a morin...haha...funny Little Bro I have right?

My words from the message
might mean a hundred doubts
but I will shorten the means to
I like you.

My words on phone you might
understand it all but that maybe
that is just a partial of words on
I like you.

My words on our meet u might
understand nothing but I will use my
actions to correct it all about why
I like you.

Actually all I wanna say is
I like you.

i'm watching you at 6:54 AM

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Sad or Happy day???? Thursday, April 20, 2006

Today i went for movie wif yan, jason, loong, chris, kiwi & bt...the movie is called mirror mask, actually b4 we went for the movie i went to some webby to check up the info of tat movie...the traliers were nice but i was kinda bored off when we were watchin the movie...hard to understand the movie also...haha. After tat we went to Starbucks for a drink cause we have no place to go le...haha & we like sittin there for hrs...till Yan decided tat we go walk walk c staffs. We went to comic collection to c some stuff & Yan was lookin for a game for her gal friend, too bad there doesn't seems to have it. Lookin at the time it was still damn early so we went off to the arcade...man i can't believe tat my Tekken skills was once again deprove....sux, maybe i need to train on it someday...haha. Than Yan & bt suggest of goin takin photo, 1st i was actually kinda dun feel like it de...haha than bo bian entertain them lor if not they said i not steady...i very steady 1 ok!!! Dun think tat i'm a good poser...all like the same haha...sian dun look good in the pics also haha.

Anyway i went off to take a look at the exam result..man it sux i can tell u....still stay at the same...tot can improve...must be the OS teacher, go back sch must ask him y liao...sux!!! Hai 6 more days to go till goin back to sch to take the attachment letter...hope tat i be wif yan, jason they all...can talk cock sing song....haha

Hey like couple right.....Nooooo we r not!!!

Erh....beggin...erh...whether

Kung Fu Fighting!!!*Ah Ta Bish*

Actin pro like...haha others listen....expect kiwi haha

ooo fuk almost got a nice time down the post...11.17pm...haha miss another 1.

Anyway feel kinda better today than the days b4....maybe cause i saw u...

i'm watching you at 11:17 PM

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Maybe it's time to give up of her in my mind... Monday, April 17, 2006

Maybe it's time to give up her in my mind....

Have been thinkin about tat gal these few days & told some of my friends about her & how i feel. They have given me some advises, 1 told me to make up my mind & go tell her already...but somethin seems to be wrong somewhere...avoidin me. The another told me to wait when the time is right...but when is tat right time...there never seems to be a right time for me. Really wish tat i could at least tell her tat i like her...tot she already had some other guy in mind...u r happy i'm happy. Sorry for all the trouble i have caused.

To tat gal u know who - This post isn't meant for u to see on purpose, it's just meant to make me feel better.

Let me tell u guys a story i heard over somewhere, long long time ago, it's about a old monk who doesn't have much time left b4 he RIP. He was considerin of passin down his place to his 2 most fav applicants/students, Xiao Yu & Da Yu but was wonderin who have the protenial to take his place. So the old monk give them a test & it was to plant a orange tree each, so he ask them to come to his room & gave them a seed each & told them to plant these seeds for 3 months & collect the out come, whoever have the most result win the old monk place as a high monk. Days & weeks passed as they planted their seeds, each monk try to make progress by theri own. As Da Yu make progress by doin his regular stuff & spend this nite time onli to harvest the tree, as Xiao Yu spends all his time on harvestin the tree expect havin his meals. As 3 months passed & it was the day when they have to show their result to the old monk, so Da Yu was the 1 who came to the old monk room to show the result 1st wif 2 big bags of oranges than it was Xiao Yu comin wif empty handed. Da Yu was so proud of himself tat he laughed at Xiao Yu, as Xiao Yu explian to the old monk. Xiao Yu told the old monk tat he had spend his whole 3 months harvest the tree & how he harvest wif his sweat & blood but still no outcome. The old monk stands up & speaked "So i will pass my position to Xiao Yu!". Both Da Yu & Xiao Yu was stun, so Da Yu went over & ask y & the old monk told him tat actually the seeds tat he gave them was actually cooked b4 so no matter how u harvest, there will never be any outcome.......

So this story taught me tat as long as i put in hardship, i will sure get my result even if i can't see the result infront of me now....

i'm watching you at 10:14 PM

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Busy day man...but must quit gamble!!! Friday, April 14, 2006

Yesterday was a busy day i might said, in the morin i when to sch for the JAVA JIVE project which i didn't much over there but was fun talkin cock over there wif Yam & Yi Loong. Later at 1, i when off meetin Yan they all for movie...actually wasn't able to make it cause of the project but the day b4 Yan they all already plannin to go watch movie but cause of too little ppl goin, they all dun feel like goin. Thinkin tat they haven being goin out for this few days, i told them i will be goin for the movie too. The movie we watched was Reincarnation, man i tell u wat the movie was alright, predictable, nothin much of a horror for a horror movie...expected for a jap movie. B4 the movie i was the 1st to reach GV when by i saw BT at the arcade, later told me tat he wanna go buy some Jay Chou MTV VCD. We went to the tampines interchange where he told me tats where he saw the VCD but u know wat, he told it was to ex & tot it was like $9.90...i was like WTF, than we went around other CD shops but in the end still went back to the pervious shop....hai BT.

After the movie it was like around 3.30pm & i was on a rush to meet a pri sch friend at 4pm in raffles, so i wasn't able to say my fairwell to Yan & the others...haha sorry. When reached there, it seems like i was early...haha. After 20mins we meet up together & have some chit chat about our childhoon & someother stuffs. Later on than i relise tat actually he was tryin to persuit me to join this network business plan...still not really sure about wat's all this plan is about, all i know now is tat it can help me earn some cash for now...haha. Than later i attend a lecture by their lady boss, pretty funny person u might said. Ooo btw guess wat the company is sellin...u wouldn't be guessin it right...haha. After the whole thin, it was like almost 11pm, OMG i'm late for the mah jong wif my other friends...arhhh....than my friend called & told me not to worry, dun have to rush...haha lucky. When i pars ris it was already 12am, than i still to take a bus to mt friensd house.

Was almost lost around tat area tryin to figure out the hell is her place...freakin tired liao & hungry. Than some1 called dunno who was it till this morin i chagre up my phone again i realise it was my godsis called...than msg me"WTF u good!!!" i think she tot tat i shut my phone when she called...haha sorry. Than few calls came up too, it was my mah jong friend tat called...samethin was able to call & ans any calls...haha. So later i try to msg her to meet up at her blk. Finally we were start our mah jong game...haha. Shit too many losts in the game & close called....damn, think this year is not the year to gamble for me...sian...total lost $21...man freaky

I think i better quit gamblin this whole year liao...hai

i'm watching you at 12:54 PM

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Friend back from oversea... Tuesday, April 11, 2006

The day b4 i called by a friend who has been away from Singapore, he told me tat we r goin out the next day as i promise him b4 when he goes oversea but i have to wake up at 8...i was like WTF!!! Than i wasn't able to sleep tat nite cause of some game & things goin in my mind, so i was awake till 4+ in the morin & tat was way pass my sleepin hrs...damn. Eventcally i when off carry on playin game till 8 in the mornin & i was wait for the call from my friend...man i was so freakin tired.
I waited for the call for almost the whole day till he called me at 1.30pm, so i just when on scoldin the fuk out of him...hai i have nothin to say about him. Later of we just when off doin some stuff...playin pool, DOTA, Makan & so on. On DOTA i can't believe tat i lost to the AI today, maybe cause 2 of other friends r still noobs bah, the AI even got a BEYOND GODLIKE...WTF. Later tat nite which was our last program was go prawnin....erh fish for prawn? We dun have a good catch tat day but somethin funny happen, my friend was fell into the pond when he trys to catch the prawn
when he hooked up 1 of them, i trys to catch him but still when....hai. Lucky everythin seems alright...haha but than again it rain after awhile...man my friend was freezin & shakin like crazy, even told him to wear his clothes back on.

At least he seems fine till now....haha

i'm watching you at 5:06 AM

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Thanks yan & jason!!! Friday, April 07, 2006

Actually today yan & jason was plannin of goin to Science Center to spend sometime slackin over...maybe cause yesterday i told them tat i wasn't feelin alright & feel like goin out. Actually i ask them whether they can go for a movie or kbox, too bad they can't spend too much money, so they plan on goin SC...funny u might say but we really have nowhere to go....haha.

Than again the plan was cancel cause nwe can't ppl to go...hai too bad and now i gonna spend the whole day at home, at least i feel much more better than yesterday.

THANKS ANYWAY YAN & JASON!!!!

i'm watching you at 6:18 PM

Sad yet torchin day....

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My 1st time bloggin...Need some pointers Monday, April 03, 2006

Hey yo people who r readin, not much of a postin yet but soon more will come. Just feelin damn bored at the moment...sian. Anyway i think will need some pointers on this low shit blog of mine...haha, any comment feel free to post it.

Why i start bloggin u people might ask...hmm cause of some promise i made for some1. Sian...now on holidays wif nothin to do, wanna find a part-time job but dun think any1 will wanna hire me for a month or so....hahaha. Any1 have any part-time job intro???

For now just off playin pangya till i find somethin to do.

i'm watching you at 8:57 PM

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